I have been thinking of this matter for a while now "What am I looking for?" Do I want to get married? and how should I define a "husband". I am looking for a best friend basically. Someone I can share my secrets with and trust. Someone I can depend on whenever I feel weak or helpless. Someone whom I want to support. Someone who does not mind me the way I am and I do not mind him the way he is. He does not exist apparently. But I guess it happens, some people are meant to be lonely, they just need to adapt :).